Today is a very special day. It was one year ago today that I was in labor with Adelaide. I didn't expect today to be as emotional as it is. Every time I look at the clock I go back one year and remember what was happening at the same time. I have so much to be greatful for, so much to celebrate. It's been the best year of my life, I am so happy and in love with my family. It seems like the year has gone so fast, yet when I look back I can't beleive all that has happened, or how much Adelaide has changed since that very first moment I saw her. Here is a link to her birth story if you haven't read it yet. It's a long story, but my favorite.
Tonight I went to yoga and my intention there was to let go of any of the pain or bad feelings I had been holding onto about the whole ordeal. I cried like I have so many times before, and as I did I told myself that this was the LAST time I will cry for that day unless they are happy tears. The birth was so beautiful and amazing, and that is how I'm going to always remember it!
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Remembering the birth, especially on the birthdays is always so emotional for me. It was such a life changing, challengin and even spiritual moment...you have every right to feel any emotion you are feeling...and feel them again next year and the year after...
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